SO i technically have school tomorrow, and to be honest i am fucking terrified. First of all im going to be a junior driving to school as a varsity cheerleader. How fucking scary is that? Like seriously.. i hear my team mates talk about how tough cheer is going to be tough with schoolwork and competitions and shit.. and broo i dont know if im up for that challenge. I havent mentally prepared myself for school during this summer. I was too busy babysitting my grandma and not having a life. So if i hear one person say how their life sucks cause they had a shitty summer, i dont want to hear about it. At least you had the free time to spare when i was basically a prisoner in my home all day and my only free time was at night and SOME weekends. So dont talk bullshit cause i obviously dont care. Thanks bro.
Im worried one day i will find one of my parents dead because they are so depressed. I try to stay positive for their sake but it seems like it doesnt work. This situation is getting worse.. i thought it would be temporary but it turns out its now a permanent situation. Lord please help my family survive. Thanks dude.
Well shit.
I guess im the bad daughter now. One thing i thought was funny gets my mom pissed, which therefore means no speaking in my household. I guess i am as bad as my cousins. Maybe i should just not do anything. You know, dont drive, dont text, no facebook, no twitter, no tumblr.. no friends?..just strictly cleaning. Apparently, thats the only thing that will make my parents proud.
what the fuck man?
i know its bad to say.. but yo. grow the fuck up. you may be my cousin and im kind of forced to love you but its just completely sad to see you act like your in kindergarden when your 17. act your age. like seriously?! im younger and hell of a lot wiser than you are. oh and dont blame your shit on a disability. your a lazy fucking bum who needs to grow a life.
thanks tumblr. she will never see this, (:
